hello hello....im here to make a little update....jazzy and i made it safely to and from the lake.....we had loads of fun eventhough we only stayed for one nite.....we arrived at about 1020ish saturday morning and got home a little after 8 sunday nite.......sunday morning we got up and daddy rented a ski boat for us to goof off in.....and so we got skis and a tube......daddy rode with us for a little bit...then we went back to the campsite and my cousin zach traded off with dad and came out with jaz and i......that was loads of fun.....jus drivin around in the boat with no parents.....im glad that jazzy got to go up with me.....jus reminded me of all the fun times we had last summer together.....the bad thing about the trip though was that we got burnt really bad......on jaz you couldnt tell so much cuz she is dark as it is...so it sorta jus made her look even darker but on me....yea.....i became "lobster girl" in the words of daddy.......my face arms and shoulders were burnt....little bit of my chest and then jus the top part of my thighs got burnt.....they got burnt the worst i do believe....we were hurting so bad on the way home.....when we got into town we headed over to fat city where the klines and some of teens/refuge were.....then after that we headed over to the klines house......i was hurting so bad that i wore shorts...yea....i can tell ya its not often you see me in shorts unless im swimming...thats how bad my legs hurt......hehe....so yea....but now things are much better in the sunburn area.......now im jus sore from the skiiing and tubing....the first time i got thrown off the tube.....i went frontwards into the water and i hit the water so hard that the water pushed my top eyelids underneath my bottom ones and got stuck for a few minutes....man that was painful....it hurt really bad.......but atleast they are better now.......

   not goin to make too long of a post....but before i do end it....i would like to ask for prayers......id rather not go into the situation on here.....but if it does end up happening it will be a tough situation to deal with right now at this time and point......i can tell ya that it will definately bring me down....cuz yea...right now....its got me a little down jus thinking about it....but i know there is nothing i can do....

   in general here lately i have jus felt.....um....empty???? i dont know if that is the best word to describe it or not.....im not really sure what it is....i jus know that im not at the "level" i used to be......and im not where i would like to be.....its confussing to me so i know for sure im not making any sense on here trying to explain so neways.....so yea....jus to keep you from wondering......if you think that im not acting like the normal me.....you are thinking right....but neways...i jus ask that you keep this in ur prayers for me!...i appreciate it greatly!!!! hope you all have a wonderful rest of the week......

   im ready for friday because it starts my week long house/dog sitting job for the klines......yea.....im goin from the 7th to the 15 and then i get a break for a week then im right back at their house a week later......exciting exciting...im really enjoying this new thing......its great.....