http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/ Constant Suprise Thu, 06 Jul 2006 22:45:01 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2006. http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/archive/179.html Fri, 07 Jul 2006 04:40:33 GMT "Help Me Out God" Help me out God I need a little something Turn the brights on I can't see where we're going cause I don't know when things'll work out just fine Or if this road we're on leads us up Or is leading me on down to my wishing well Where I might drown Oh I might drown Cause I can't swim without you God Help me out God I need a little something Hold my hand So I know that I'm not falling down or spinning around Or am I really just fine is this the vertigo I fell Just simply fear or maybe real it's a long way down And I might fall and I might fall cause I can't stand without you... (more) http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/comments?id=179 http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/archive/178.html Wed, 05 Jul 2006 05:33:13 GMT i have been listening to this song almost nonstop since i got the cd yesterday because it is hitting close to me right now.....i read the lyrics and cant help but think that they sorta sound a bit like what is goin on...... and i hope soon that beauty will be made from my "pain" im feeling..... "Beauty From Pain" The lights go out all around me One last candle to keep out the night And then the darkness surrounds me I know i'm alive but i feel like i've died And all that's left is to accept that it's over My dreams ran like sand through the fists that i made I try to keep warm but i just... (more) http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/comments?id=178 http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/archive/177.html Wed, 05 Jul 2006 04:39:22 GMT hello hello....im here to make a little update....jazzy and i made it safely to and from the lake.....we had loads of fun eventhough we only stayed for one nite.....we arrived at about 1020ish saturday morning and got home a little after 8 sunday nite.......sunday morning we got up and daddy rented a ski boat for us to goof off in.....and so we got skis and a tube......daddy rode with us for a little bit...then we went back to the campsite and my cousin zach traded off with dad and came out with jaz and i......that was loads of fun.....jus drivin around in the boat with no parents.....im... (more) http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/comments?id=177 http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/archive/176.html Tue, 04 Jul 2006 04:20:49 GMT "Courage" I told another lie today And i got through this day No one saw through my games I know the write words to say Like "i don't feel well," "i ate before i came" Then someone tells me how good i look And for a moment, for a moment i am happy But when i'm alone, no one hears me cry I need you to know I'm not through the night Somedays i'm still fighting to walk towards the light I need you to know That we'll be ok Together we can make it through another day I don't know the first time i felt unbeautiful The day i chose not to eat What i do know is how i've changed my life forever I... (more) http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/comments?id=176 http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/archive/175.html Sat, 01 Jul 2006 07:41:10 GMT I guess I'm not as strong as I thought............. "Porcelain Heart" Broken heart one more time Pick yourself up, why even cry Broken pieces in your hands Wonder how you'll make it whole [Chorus:] You know, you pray This can't be the way You cry, you say Something's gotta change And mend this porcelain heart of mine Someone said "A broken heart Would sting at first then make you stronger" You wonder why this pain remains Were hearts made whole just to break Creator only You take brokenness And create it into beauty once again http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/comments?id=175 http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/archive/174.html Fri, 30 Jun 2006 04:15:06 GMT welps i said id be back with a post so here i am......so hhhmmm where to catch up from.....welps....after i finished up with house sitting for the mr ed and mrs barbie i got to go to the klines and house/dog sit wed nite and thurs nite.......it was fun times.......it was nice bein out of the house for a bit.....it was nice "space" i guess you could say....but yea...now im back but so far all is goin well...... hhhmmm......tuesday i had to go into work and open....but i also had orientation at asu that day....so yea...went in opened at 630 and then before i left around 730ish.... on of... (more) http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/comments?id=174 http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/archive/173.html Thu, 29 Jun 2006 04:23:46 GMT hey so yea....dont really believe that neone reads this nemore...but oh well....i like posting cuz it helps me relieve stress and stuff......neways.....since last thursday we have been out of internet cuz the stupid storm that came....the stinkin lighting got our big screen and our comp. modem...so yea....but all is well cuz we are back up and running.....i mean dont get me wrong....lighting is pretty BUT....its stupid after it takes our ur comp and tv....hehe...neways...moving on......so im not gunna make a post post tonite cuz im super tired.....unfortunately my iron is dropping back down... (more) http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/comments?id=173 http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/archive/172.html Wed, 21 Jun 2006 01:44:25 GMT hello hello....im back for another post...yes it has been a VERY long time since my last one.....im sorry....jus been busy....i had part of a post saved and ready to finish...but i kept forgettin about it so yea....thought id jus make a completely new one......neways....i found out last thursday that my dad is goin to let me go to Germany next June to visit Julia.....he told me and juls that thursday before we left for the softball game.... so yea....thats about the only exciting news i have..... moving on.....i have been house/animal sitting since sunday nite for mr ed and mrs... (more) http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/comments?id=172 http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/archive/170.html Mon, 12 Jun 2006 17:51:23 GMT holas.....hope everyone is having a great monday so far.....i guess i am....jus sittin here eatin a salad from sonic....mmmm...they have the best salads ever! i love em!....welps....i survived my overnite weekend babysittin......to sum it all up...it went quite well....i posted about friday in my last post so i shall move onto saturday...Cody decided that at 730 he wanted to come and get me up...so yea...he comes in the room and pulls my covers off and said "britteny....time to get up".....i really didnt want to cuz i had been up pretty much the whole nite since i was sick...and so i put the... (more) http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/comments?id=170 http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/archive/169.html Sat, 10 Jun 2006 18:34:57 GMT ok, so i made it through my first nite of overnite babysittin clay and cody.i started probably around 1230 yesterday and im not done til sometime tomorrow... ooo fun times fun times......yesterday after gettin the boys we went and picked up julz and got some lunch then went to the poolhouse and "swam" for a little bit....julz and i thought that the water was still freezing so that didnt last too long....then we headed to the church cuz i was needed to talk to Pastor Dave but he was leaving as we got there so we jus stayed and chatted with Pastor Pete for a bit......then after that i took... (more) http://pouroutmyheart.blogdrive.com/comments?id=169